It's a tough mean & brutal world.... and that's only entering the schooling system :angry: : Once you get accepted, it's a whole lotta Hell to deal with from there on.
But don't beat yourself too hard. There's always the future over the horizon to reach for. One day, you will make it for sure, either in a Speed Boat, or a Hot Air Balloon or even braving the ocean by freestyle swimming :D Patience, Preparation, Practice and Determination is the bread and butter of succeeding in life. :thumbsup: